Manic Monday

Ok so I had to do this assignment for my into to media and technology class on this website.

Last night, whoa totally weird -- i get this mysterious im -- and i just really can't believe that who it said it was it was, if that makes any kinda sense in the english language at all. Which I don't think it did, but anyway.


So I've got a totally packed weekend. My roommate from last spring is getting married on Saturday oh my gosh -- i'm so freakin happy for her I'd sing at her wedding if i thought for a second i could actually sing. LORI, girl I wish you the best of luck and will always be here if you need me.


Hummmmmm what else to talk about -- I really have been thinkin alot about this offer at the day camp in dalton, I think it would be good for me, i mean i'd have the weekends off, could do a lil bit of traveling, could totally hang out with my friends from dalton and ringgold during the summer -- how awesome would that be guys? Totally I know. But there's one tiny problem -- could I handle living up there? I'm not sure but I know that if that's where I'm suppose to be then God is going to give me my strength.

My sister suggested to me tonight -- in a nice playing but serious sorta way that I might need a to go to the doctor and find out about gettin on a happy pill, because she thinks that I can be totally too mean, and honestly i can be, but i want to be honest and if i have to be mean to be honest then that's what I'm going to do, you know what I'm saying?

I mean maybe that's why it seems i'm all alone right, the only thing that makes sense to me right now is my job -- at least i know the people there arent' being fake and really do enjoy my company. Anyway -- i'm not askin for pitty friendships or anything like that, I just would for once like to know who my true friends are and who are just going to put me on the back burner to scorch?

Life Questions??????????
Is happiness really all it's cut out to be? or is it a figment of our imaginations, like we grab it up from somewhere and make it our personal reality?

Friends, which is better -- one who puts you on the back burner, stabs you in the back, or choses someone else over you?

Love, isn't really true, not even true love is flawless, you still end up heartbroken at some point and time either sooner or later in the relationship, very interesting points i'm bringing up tonight, hummmmmmmm, what a lil thinkin will do for a bright southern girl. HAHAHA


Sometimes I feel like people just want me to be the invisible friend -- like they only want me there when no one else is around and that really sucks -- but hey that's life right, i've gotta learn to suck it up and go on?

that's right -- you've just gotta suck it up and move right on, holdin your head up high and don't ever let the puckfaces know they hurt you.

Well, I gotta get to bed now, it's going to be a long day at work -- i gotta have the other 10 scripts written by next monday and tryin to be creative in a 2nd language is really hard sometimes. HAHAHA, but
I hope you have a great night and I'll talk to you pronto -- maybe holla