Monday, January 12, 2004

Forgot to say

Sunday was my Innie's birthday, well I guess I should say it would have been her birthday, she passed away in May of 2003. My mom and me went to see my Poppie, and then we visited Innie's grave. I really miss her. I know that she is with me and is watching down on me. When I go to her house it always reminds me of her because nothing is changed. For Christmas, Poppie gave me a vase, which was something I had brought Innie back from Haiti, so that was my favorite gift. It helped remind me of all the time that I had with her and the times that God blessed me with having her in my life. It seems like yesterday when I was leaving her house to go work at camp because it was weekend camps, they had given her only a few hours/days to live and I didn't want to just wait around and be worried -- so I decided to go ahead and work at camp for the weekend because I know that's what she would have wanted me to do....I told her Goodbye and that I loved her -- she said Jamie I love you, I think it's time. Innie knew that within a matter for hours she was going to see the Lord. She is the greatest person to have ever have such a great influence in my life.

While we were at the cementary we visited my Aunt Brenda's grave. I miss Brenda as well, she was such a great Aunt...I know she is watching me with Innie.

Well, I hate to go, but Good Night. Please make sure that you tell people every chance you get what they mean to you, how much you think of them, or that you love them, because you never know when you will say it for the last time. Blessings.

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