Ok so some great towns I saw driving to and from Wilmore -- Oneida, that was weird cause it's where Marty is from it was kinda haunting though, Preachersville, never thought I'd pass thru a town that actually had Preacher in the name of it, wow totally unexpected, Crab Orchard -- where a horse and buggie went a lil crazy and almost made me wreck.
Spring Break was great and I really miss it, honestly I never thought I'd love to be away, but it was wonderful. Filled with great converstations with everyone around me, I was surrounded by people who are confident in God, and where they're going in life. Only thing is haven't heard from one person, who I wrote about from since I got back, I thought that we were actually going to become friends -- NOTHING MORE -- but I would like to stop feelin like I don't matter. But enough of that soap box. You know who you are and I know that it was flattering and all that to read about yourself in my journal, but come around call don't leave me hanging, your Ale 8 is just sittin in my trunk, too good to keep gettin hot.
Tonight I'm going to Z's, which used to be called Spyro's, to party with the sister's of Alpha Gamma Delta, a sorority here on campus. I know it's going to be so much fun. I'll post about it tomorrow.
Not much else is going on, I went to Atlanta Temple's Softball Team's game on Tuesday night, wow goooooooooo Jeremiah hittin your frist homerun EVER!!! That was great, it made all that freezing worth it, right?
Well, I'm waitin on my letter from camp about the position I have been offered, Aunt Jenn, was like I hope you accept it, but NO ONE will tell me what it is....................I mean I feel like a 5 year old waiting Santa's arrival on Christmas Eve, wow, never thought camp would have me this concerned, I just hope that it's a job that I can actually do and not fail at.
I don't look at last summer as a failure, just a learning experience. I mean I look back and especailly when I was at Asbury, all the awesome people that I didn't get to know because I was too busy learning about someone else, I was kinda preoccupied. I realize that possibly 2 years ago I gave up the only person I've truly ever fallen in love with an been loved back, but I can't do anything about it, I ruined it well more like my lack of understanding ruined it, but I'm so glad we're friends and we can talk. Wow, I really miss you. "Don't know how you do what you do, Baby I'm amazed by you" You never cease to amaze me and you always have a positive outlook even if things aren't going your way. Quick run down, You'll always have a place in my heart, you are my frist love. So people say you always have a special place, but you kinda stole the whole thing and only left a fragment to be taken by someone else, which is broken and gone. Feelings not so much love but wanting to learn how again.
God Bless
Thursday, April 01, 2004
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