Everything's a learning experience

So learning is good, right? Maybe. I keep telling myself that everything I've been through this past year is for a reason, but a lot of the time it's really hard to believe it. Like tonight I was driving back to school and this song from my LoneStar Cd came on and completely made me break down and cry, I was like a baby just because it made me remember how hurt I had been. But I honestly thought I had moved on and that I was knumb to that feeling that creeps up on me sometimes.

Last week, I met this totally awesome guy, but I couldn't persue anything with him because of the simple fact of one statement -- it brought back everything from the past, it was like a ghost calling me -- whoa talk about freezing up and not having a word in my mouth, seriously you guys, not a word, I was like a deer caught in the head lights, I couldn't move, couldn't say a word. And then of course, he wanted to know what was up with that, and I couldn't explain. Anyway, we met up and chatted a bit but -- no news, hummm -- look at you, you even make me go humm when you're not around, how'd you manage to do that. You're such humm -- just can't say it....it's so much fun.......it's forbidden.......it's it's whoa........So I figured out why you sounded so familiar sure do wish I could tell you.

So I finally decided that the Soap Opera was over, I don't care anymore and no one but LA knows what I'm talking about because it's our code, that sounds so elementary, but it's so funny. I just am not going to stand for all the crap anymore. YIPPEE -- I'm free I'm free

OHHHH NEWS
RALLY ON WEST GEORGIA'S CAMPUS TUESDAY AT 2 IN THE AFTERNOON TO SUPPORT JASON B ALLEN, THE RIGHTFUL WINNER OF OUR RECENT STUDENT GOVERNMENT ELECTIONS AND IS BEING INVESTIGATED FOR NOT FOLLOWING THE RULES, WHAT THE HECK IS THAT ABOUT, I'M SO UPSET, HE WOULD BE THE BEST PRESIDENT SGA HAS EVER SEEN AND EVERYONE SHOULD COME UP AND SUPPORT HIM, JASON I'M BEHIND YOU 150% OF THE WAY, WHATEVER I CAN DO LET ME KNOW AND I'M THERE, POSTERS, SIGNS, LETTERS, PETITIONS, ANYTHING........I'M THERE....